You shall go to the ball
Take a look at Cinderella, we all have a mask that hides who we are in really life. Yet one day you shall go to the ball mask free, showing the true you. Do not be afraid of what people think.
First step just like Cinderella who allowed herself to be shown to the world, special to the one she loves. Do not let the ugly step sisters and wicked step mothers of the world hold you back.
Be free, allow yourself to seek help. Mental illness is not something to be ashamed of. We all need help from are Fairy Godmother every now then."