"I suffer from what I call Creative Brain Disorder and have done from being a teenager. Now I manage my disorder with daily. It has given me part of my life back and some side affects, but i still remember vividly what the dark places are like . I fight hard to keep away from them as they are so scary i never want to return. I play about with art. I am by no means great but I am starting to like my things more, so i feel I can show them to others. I also like photography but i generally make things all sorts of things. I love the swans because they can fly for freedom and peace"